Flabbergast

The Smiths has long given me a little rube, but you got me listening conspicuous in the loop.

Wonder why this heart feels stubborn, guess it’s deeply battered by the torn.

To be saddened, I scold myself for begging your sympathy; to still learning not to be his.

You welcomed me as Autumn without even asking my name.

You’re the Virgo that no psychic has ever mentioned.

[P(E) = 0]

Some nights before bed, I feel stricken by the dread. 
Not til you chose to evade, tears over "Silver Springs" were never set on the date.

Guess I’m terrified, but I put you on archive.

So I won’t hope for your text, so I don’t have to expect.

Some nights before bed, have you forgotten me instead?
You called me funny, think I have to agree.

Funny enough for giving you the second chance you never asked...

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Rêve Lucide

Dear,

I still find myself wailing in my kitchen on random Thursday nights sometimes.
You said it's all your fault, but my heart was all the cost.
If loving me is not in your scheme, will you please do in my lucid dream?